Planning my life...?

Some people know what to do with their lives. They plan every single thing. They know what they will do tomorrow , where they will be for Christmas, how they will celebrate their birthdays , what they will do in 1 year , in 2 years ... It seems so easy for them. Their lives are so well planned that somehow they always have what they want. I admire these people because I'm not one of them.

Today was the planning-my-life day. I gathered everything I will bring along with me in England. Basically , it is not something hard except when you have make all fit into a small 20 kilos suitcase. But I'm almost done. Then I decided to make plans for the future. I grabbed a pen and a paper, and thought very hard about it, nothing came to me, I carried on filling my suitcase, all the while trying to plan my life but I'm not very good at it , because everything I had planned so far turned out differently. It is even better than I expected and I realize how lucky I am.

But unlike these people who plan everything, my life is full of " I don't know ". I don't know what I will do tomorrow ,I don't know where I will be for Christmas , I don't know how I will celebrate my birthday , I don't know what I will do in 1 year, in 2 years....I leave it all to fate.