Friendship

It's often hard to meet people in a new country.It is even harder to make friends. the good news is i'm meeting people and i am making friends. I often go to bars and it's very nice. I like to have a beer , listen to the music and talk to the others when the music is not too loud. I'm not alone but....

...Yes I do feel lonely. although I'm always very busy and meeting many people everyday, this feeling keeps following me everywhere like a dark shadow. Sometimes I can live with it some other times I really can't.I have many people around me and they are nice with me, but somehow I can still feel that something is missing....I can't really tell you what it is because I'm not sure I know. what I know is the smallest thing in the world can upset me to the point where I can't help but burst into tears. but all of a sudden I have a text message from a friend saying " comment i lé ?" and a smile flashes on my face.

The magic thing about friends is no matter how far you are , they are thinking about you, they always try to help you, and some of them are really good at it.I wish i could express my love to them and my gratitude. I wonder what I would do without them. I know I'm quite far and i can't really see them , but their text messages are just a huge breath of happiness.